social justice

I've written a manuscript about the non-linear process of healing from sexual violence, taking a stance against a huge patriarchal power, named John of God, and outlining various paths I took to becoming who I am today. My existence as resistance. My voice as my sword. To cut through the deafening silence. Stay tuned for the release of the memoirs.

panels & poetry

At times I shared my poetry at venues such as Labyrinth and Bar Bario in Amsterdam. Speaking on sacred rage, spiritual abuse, artistic justice, and (de)colonization.

Also appeared as:

  • consultant in Brazilian docu-series Em Nome de Deus (2020 - GloboPlay) to expose the spiritual 'healer' John of God (on streaming platforms GloboPlay and AppleTV)

  • feature in Flair Magazine (in Dutch) (2023) by journalist Lisanne van Sadelhoff, tevens auteur van het boek We zullen doorgaan (2023) over veerkrachtigheid, waarin ik spreek over hoe ik ben omgegaan met complexe ptss 

  • organizer of workshops, panels, and docu screenings for One State Collective (2023-2024) and Rest/Resist (2024-2025) 

  • participant in documentary Where Olive Trees Weep (2024 - Science & Non-Duality) (partaking in the trauma healing conference in Jericho as one of healing facilitators in 2022) about activist, healer, and journalist Ashira Darwish and Dr. Gabor Maté - and hosting the screening and panel at Pakhuis de Zwijger, Amsterdam in June 2024

  • guest in the MINA at the table podcast (in Dutch) (2025). by creative director and journalist Raja Felgata, speaking about my fight against femicide and how I used my dance theater production THE RITE as a tool to raise awareness and call for change

  • talkshow co-host with Raja Felgata, "Waar ben je?" (2025) about femicide, an assignment by the Dutch ministry of Justice & Safety 


collaborations & advocacy

Pictured here: the panel after the dance theater production THE RITE - a fight against femicide, in collaboration with the City of Amsterdam and local police, crisis centers, and people who lost loved ones to gender based violence or have survived it to share their story.

Additionally, I have co-founded Rest/Resist with Tania Shoukair. Rest/Resist is an organization with which we organize workshops and events using decolonized healing practices in community. It is a community of activists, artists, and healers, which rose from the necessity of creating a nurturing space for activists fighting for a free Palestine - increasing it to the greater umbrella of global decolonization and reclaiming (indigenous) roots.